Recent loss of my father

[RescueLD]

Hi, i am no stranger to loss. It started at the age of 11 with my mother. She was murdered in front of me, by her ex boyfriend That has effected me for most of my life. Grandparents, cousins, aunts , uncles & friends. The recent loss of my father has hit me the hardest. I started going shopping for him the last two years. Hospital stays and doctors appointments. Because of these restrictions my dad died alone. I am so angry! He was treated very poorly, while i was trying to get him transferred out of this place. He was there for 3 days and the night before i was checking him out of there he passed. I have all this anger that i am trying to work through.