Members Marty2121 Posted October 16, 2016 Members Report Share Posted October 16, 2016 Another Saturday night pity party except no one ever shows up except my cats! It's been 2 1/2 years since my beloved husband succumbed to cancer and I'm not any better than I was when he passed. I read everyone's posts and can soooo relate and feel everyone's pain. People want us to "move on", but how can we. I know we have no choice, but boy is it hard. Move on to what?? I have been abandoned by many family and friends because I simply didn't know how to act and they got tired of trying. I know we shouldn't be by ourselves but it's so exhausting to laugh and make believe we're enjoying ourselves when our heart is broken. I went to so many gatherings for THEIR sake, not mine. As all of you....I miss my husband terribly it stings. I want to tell people...I know what I can do to keep busy, but I have no energy or motivation to do it. We had one child and he lives very far away. We text daily and he/I visit when we can, but it's not the same. I hate life. Sorry for rambling on....I'm just having "one of those days". ugh.....WHY WHY WHY Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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