Members HayleyS Posted March 13, 2015 Members Report Share Posted March 13, 2015 It was 9 weeks yesterday since the sudden loss of my beautiful mummy. I have no idea how I feel inside or of a way to bring my hurt to the surface. It's like a raging ball of fury locked inside my chest that I don't know how to let out. I have the support of my loving fiancé and share the pain with my 2 older sisters but I feel so alone and lost and like no one in the world could possibly understand what I'm feeling or thinking. I just don't know what I'm supposed to do now. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members cindyjane Posted March 13, 2015 Members Report Share Posted March 13, 2015 HUGS Haley I use to think that I was a spiritual person and I was, but when I lost my parents, my spirituality grew more than I can say because when no-one else could bring me the comfort that I needed, God did. I never prayed very much before, usually only when I wanted something but in losing my parents I prayed a lot and asked for something I never asked for before .... comfort! Gratefully I got it. When I prayed and asked for comfort that is when my thinking turned around and I went from missing my parents so much to feeling grateful to have had them for parents. Yes, I still miss my parents a lot and I know that I always will, but asking for comfort I am able to feel so blessed rather than feel crippled with sadness. HE brought me to thoughts of the years of love and the fun times we had as a family and all of the good things they taught me. I still feel sad when I thought about these things but my heart filled with gratefulness which is a much better feeling that only heavy sadness. I would suggest that if others are not able to give you the comfort you are needing right now ... ask God because He really does listen. I hope this helpsTake careCindy Jane Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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