Feeling lost

[Tif]

I lost my boyfriend the day after thanksgiving and it has been hard..... One min I'm ok the next the tears just fall.... What makes it so hard is that he passed away in an car accident in India and I found out through facebook I didn't even get to say good bye.... When I want to hear his voice I play a voicemail of him singing to me one birthday..... Our relationship was frowned upon because of our backgrounds but we stuck together through it all. He completed me made me happy and made me feel safe whenever I was in his arms.... Now that he's gone I just feel so lost confused and beyond hurt.... I was looking forward to a future with him and children which we joked about often I don't want to love again I love children and I'm not sure if I want any anymore because the love of my life is no longer here.... I've been praying and talking to God and eases me for a little while and the pain just comes back I'm so broken

[ModKonnie]

Tif,

I am so very sorry about your loss. It's been so recent, of course you are broken and in severe pain. It's going to take some time to sort and process through all the raw emotion of such a significant loss. Cry, pray, sing, do whatever you feel like doing--it's all okay. 

 

Give yourself plenty of time and try to take good care of you. You deserve it. We will be here for you,

 

ModKonnie