Members babyblue1974 Posted November 21, 2008 Members Report Share Posted November 21, 2008 I found out two weeks ago that I am dying. I have a tumor in my brain that after extensive testing has been ruled inoperable. After taking a week or so to grieve, as I am only 34yrs old, I am now committed to seeing this world and spending time with those who mean the most to me. I made a huge mistake and broke things off with my girlfriend, whom I am so in love with, and now I cannot see or talk to her. I did this irrationally, as I had been bedside during the deaths of my mother and best friend, and really at the time wanted to save her the pain of watching me die. Now all I can think aobut is how much I love and miss her, and wish that I could hold her. I plan on going to Paris and Ireland, and wish so much that I could take her and I cannot. More than dying, I am depressed that I cannot hold the one person who has always made me happy. I have tried to reconcile and apologize, but she will not answer. Just an all around bad situation. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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