Members noblesloth Posted February 4, 2014 Members Report Share Posted February 4, 2014 My mum died a year and a half ago. She was 57, and I was 19. I was talking to a friend about scattering her ashes. I said I don't know what happened to them. Our family discussed scattering them but it never happened. I don't even know where they are. The thought of it made me nauseous. I have anxiety/panic attacks/nightmares because of it. Specifically one where she comes back and claims to never have died. But because I got to see her again I have to watch her get sick and die all over again. The panic attacks are getting really intense. Numbness, puking, collapsing on the floor. I'm going to seek out a counsellor this week, I'm on meds, exercise, eat well blah blah blah. Has anyone had closure problems like this? I think I've got to figure out what happened to those ashes, but I'm not ready yet. It makes me feel sick. Noble Sloth Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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