Members kennie83 Posted January 30, 2014 Members Report Share Posted January 30, 2014 I was in a long-term relationship where two beautiful kids were involved. I loved them as if they were my own, and now that the relationship had to end, I am realizing I'll never see them again. I love those children more than myself, more than life itself. I don't know what to do, the pain is literally unbearable, its like they died or something and I seriously don't feel like I can cope with this. I don't know how to handle this pain, it has left me yearning for an end to everything... Can anyone help me, I don't know what I might end up doing Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members JD99501 Posted February 3, 2014 Members Report Share Posted February 3, 2014 An End? Life has its intrigue. From the anxiety end I sympathize. Reality is the children are alive. Don't allow your self to fall into a trap here. In fairness in a soft way you did loose them. But you will see them again even if just in passing, a view from the edge of a park, driving by. The rest of us here live in an eternal hell as we can never see our children again. Carrying a delusional level of guilt, shame, and burdon. Something you will not have to endure. Thankfully your not suffering as the rest of us are and in time your new life will replace this one. Our case is that of an eternal nightmare. Yours..........will be but another memory in your life. I suggest you buy a large amount of daisies. And for each one will be for every day they are alive. As you pull each one say there name and say they are alive. Because none of us here can say that. Which means you have far more than us. And when they are all gone. The petals will be every where. And in your hands will be the remains of what was a pretty flower. All that remains are the bruised and tattered remains of what was once something of beauty. And in that you will see all of us. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Jesse David & Taylor Mom Posted February 5, 2014 Members Report Share Posted February 5, 2014 Kennie, I am sorry for the loss of the step children...these type of situations often do not have an ideal ending...if you can get visitation of some type, it would be good -- unfortunately there are legal rules that apply which I am sure you are aware of...perhaps you can use this to look to other ways to help children...volunteer in children's hospice care, helping with area charities, and such...I know it is not the same as having the step children...but there are so many needs, especially with children...wishing you a peaceful day... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Jesse David & Taylor Mom Posted February 5, 2014 Members Report Share Posted February 5, 2014 Surreal, the idea of the daisies, very poetic, so close to the heart. You are in my thoughts and prayers today. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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