Members Acefire Posted December 21, 2013 Members Report Share Posted December 21, 2013 My daughter died 46 days ago at 5 months old. Currently I'm 23. The pain is relentless and my life is falling apart. I see her face in everyone women I meet as I imagine my daughter growing up and becoming a woman. I feel empty and void. I am angry and bitter and have nothing but frustration with everyone in my life. Tirelessly I feel driven to drink because the torment is unrelenting. I want to escape everything and I have lost all motivation. I constantly seek ways to distract myself that used to be pleasurefull. In my dreams I see her. When I wake I just wish I was still sleeping because the pain hits me all over again as I realize reality. I feel lost and hopeless. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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