lost my darling husband 2 years ago.

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peter died a horrible death in a private ward 2 years ago. he died on november 5th bonfire night. he was the titled lord of howgate and one of the welathiest men in scotland. he was such a naturqal romantic, and very protective, and a playful sense of humour and sometimes a little wicked too.

for the most part this last year i have been a "contented" widow, even tho i miss him terribly every day, but i do believe i will see him and be with him again one day in the future

but it's "that" time of year right now and i am feeling so lonely without him and missing him badly.

my name is elizabeth from scotland and i am 52.

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