Members Carolgee Posted October 21, 2013 Members Report Share Posted October 21, 2013 I am not sure what I am doing. I just know I woke up at 3 am again, and I just don't want to be here anymore. My friends and family are apalled to see me like this. It has been 13 years since my son died. I was a single mom with two younger children to take care of. I have had fibromyalgia since 1994, but managed to deal with it, and then after losing my son, I kept working, but it put an extreme stress on my body. I am an RN and as of last year finally faced the fact I could no longer work. So now I am disabled and I feel like everything has just snowballed. I have given up on life. I barely leave the house, I have isolated myself from my friends and family and I just want it to be over. I am too much of a chicken to commit suicide, plus I would never do that to my family. Ok well that is me and this is the first time I have tried this, so hope I didn't exceed any word limit. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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