Members 3_birds Posted September 20, 2013 Members Report Share Posted September 20, 2013 Hello everyone,I am new here. My name is Charlie, I am writing from Europe.I am 21 years old, and lost my 32 year old sister on August 13 of this year. The reason I chose this forum is because I need something. I am not ready to start counseling as talking about it seems more impossible to me than writing. Although I do need to talk to someone, I just miss her so so much... A forum in my own language isn't a option as I feel there is less privacy there, since there could easily be people I know personally.My sister M had cancer, which started of as ovarian cancer but spread through her whole body over the past 4 years. She had one of the BRCA genes, which was passed on by our father. I have not yet been tested, but I am starting the procedure asap. I need to know....We were living together at the time we found out she was sick. I had gone through some things my parents didn't want to deal with and she was the only person who cared enough to take me in. We had such a special bond. We always did. I don't know if anyone here believes is past lives, but I do, and I believe she and I have lived at least one other life together. We connected on a level I never felt with anyone else, and so did she. We spent her last 4 days together in the hospital (of course with our dad, her mom and her husband too) and she told me some stuff that confirmed what I always felt when I was around her, her love for me. The same kind of love I had, and still have for her. Writing this makes me cry so bad, I think I have to stop for now. I might just read along with everyone else here, I might write every now and then, who knows at least you know I am here now.Best,Charlie Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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