Members Mdanielson4 Posted May 16, 2013 Members Report Share Posted May 16, 2013 It has been one year ago today. At 1:10pm CDT I will light a candle and pray. I don't know if the pain ever stops, I don't think so. I still love my Mary more and more every day. I just don't get to hold her, comfort her, kiss her. I feel cheated, not by Mary but by God. I know I shouldn't feel that way but its hard. Thank you all for listening to me. I do apriciate this forum.Mike Danielson Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members rkh3 Posted May 16, 2013 Members Report Share Posted May 16, 2013 I hit that anniversary 3/28 and for some reason she has been in my thoughts, and dreams, more since then than before. I like the dreams, nothing special just us doing normal things together. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Moderators widower2 Posted May 16, 2013 Moderators Report Share Posted May 16, 2013 Mike, very sorry - this is definitely one of the harder days, generally. And don't worry about "shouldn'ts" like shouldn't feel this or that. You feel what you feel, let it be whatever it is (hopefully that made sense) and consider the upcoming days will likely be better than this one, and hopefully, ultimately, a great deal better. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members needy Posted May 17, 2013 Members Report Share Posted May 17, 2013 My heart goes out to you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Lyrik Posted May 17, 2013 Members Report Share Posted May 17, 2013 Do whatever you need to do for YOU! That's a milestone I'm not looking forward too and just can't imagine the strength it will take. Keeping you in my prayers. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members gambitjr Posted May 17, 2013 Members Report Share Posted May 17, 2013 Sorry to hear of your loss. Spouses become an integral part of us, and losing them is like losing a part of ourselves. When we find love and companionship, we don't want to lose it. Yet we do, and our understanding of what it all means is so limited. Cherish the dreams you have of her. You may even want to write down what you remember, as when you hit a low spot you could read them, and hopefully it will lift you up. The problem we face is death ends the physical, but love goes on forever. She knows how you feel, and she misses you also. Your dreams may be way she is telling you that. One day you will be able to hug and kiss her again.God bless and keep you,Al Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Silvergirl61 Posted May 18, 2013 Author Members Report Share Posted May 18, 2013 I'll say a little prayer for you too, Mike. I'm sorry i didn't say anything that day..I just didn't have the strength to think of anything. that would be meaningful , so i stayed away for a little while longer. You remember , like i try to do... Mary is always a part of you, and the love stays with you. She'd want you to be ok, Mike. I hope you are feeling better today, and i will hope that there is some extra strength and peace sent your way. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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