Members dragonfly12 Posted March 19, 2008 Members Report Share Posted March 19, 2008 I'm new here and I'm not really sure what to do or say. But my mom is anorexic and she has been for many years. Each year she gets worse and worse and for the past few years she's been extremely bad. Im in college and I just went home for spring break and now shes worse than she's ever been before. It's become a real reality that she is dying. She's refusing to go to the hospital and I dont know what to do. She weighs about 65lbs and its dropping. Im just so lost and alone and for some reason I have a feeling that I know it's a reality now and that she really is dying. I know people shouldnt live on feelings but I cant help it (and the pure evidence of reality isnt much better). I wish I could make things better and take away her pain and make her better and happy again. I always thought that our love as a family, my love as a child, and the love of my sisters would make her better one day and would make her want to change. But it's not enough. And now I'm alone and I cant even talk to her about it because shell yell at me. I saw something she wrote and she thinks she dying too. I also talked to my dad and he said the same thing. I wish I could do something and I wish she didnt have to die. I keep having nightmares about her death and I cant concentrate on anything anymore, all I can think about is her. Im 18 she cant die yet..... advise anyone..and sorry I know it's not the typical illness that you guys talk about on here I just found this and I dont know where else to go.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
This topic is now archived and is closed to further replies.