Members ernurse99 Posted March 11, 2008 Members Report Share Posted March 11, 2008 My dad passed dec 2nd 2007 early in the morning, of a fatal heart attack. it took me 3 months to visit the cemetery. i want so badly to feel a connection to him like when he was here, but i cant seem too. I have tried many things that we would do together or places we went but i cant seem to find a connection anywhere. I have always been a dreamer, and would have these really weird dreams. so when dad died i thought i would dream of him, but here i am 3 months 1wk later and nothing.I think of him constantly and still shed many tears everyday. I have 3 brothers and a sister (i am the youngest).My mom has been good through all this, but our family was never the lets talk about your feeling types. so here i am , coming from a large family yet feeling alone in all this. It is getting better where i am not crying at the drop of a hat any more, but that horrible feeling of lonliness is always there. Dad i love you now as i did when you were here, missing you alwaysyour babysarah Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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