Members Deesgirl Posted September 24, 2012 Members Report Share Posted September 24, 2012 My. heart. aches. The intense longing I have to see my love, Danny, again and then the pain that immediately follows, knowing that is not possible,ever, is absolutely debilitating. The physical sensation is hard to describe, because even if I try to in words, it doesn't come close to what it really feels like - this pain.It starts in my heart - as if its wrapped in barbed wire being pulled in opposite directionsMy chest feels like it caves in and cements my lungs making it so difficult to breatheMy mind still, even after all these months, tries to comprehend that you are not here - but then where are you? Where did you go? Why are you not coming home?Then my body becomes heavy, my energy drained, my mind empty and numb trying to find anything else to think about but my reality.Not every day is like this. There are days that I've learned to smile and laugh again (at least a little bit) - but it's days like this that come sneaking up, unexpectedly, forcing me to face this new reality and whatever bit my heart has mended tears open and breaks into even more pieces. How is it possible to have any tears left??I go on Danny, only because I can hear you say "never give up"... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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