Members SammieDoll Posted September 9, 2012 Members Report Share Posted September 9, 2012 I'm currently living with my fiance's parents as we have to sell the home that he and I shared. This morning I woke up and tried to remember what it was like to wake up and hug him. I remembered that morning that I woke up, watched a very cute video of a couple getting engaged (on my phone) and I remembered how I wanted to share that with him when he woke up. I remembered hugging him and saying, "Wow, babe! You're really cold," and I tried to rub his side to keep him warm. I didn't know at that point he had been dead for over six hours.When I look at pictures of us I only noticed recently how tightly he held me in each one. I have 2 videos of him that I watch a lot, but I still feel like I'm forgetting what it felt like to have him. It's only been four months and that scares the hell out of me. Does/has anyone feel/felt this way? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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