Members drakesmommy4ever Posted March 4, 2008 Members Report Share Posted March 4, 2008 March 18,2008, I'm dreading that day, cause it would mean that my little boy Drake has been gone 6 months. I can't believe that life has when by so fast, but at the same time it doesn't feel like 6 months. The pain is still real, the pain gets worst everyday. I wonder what he looks like I wonder what he would be. It still feels like a dream. I don't dream of him why I don't know I go to bed praying for a dream, a sign anything to let me know if he is okay. I miss him so much, its too much to bare. I have more bad days then good days. all I want to do is to hold him. I have depression i know but not ready to go get help. In 4 months Drake will be two years old how do I deal with that day. How do I say Happy Birthday when he isn't here. I finally got his name plate for his ashes. Why does God take innocent life? why take the good and leave the bad? Why couldn't he take me instead? I miss my little boy. I miss playing peek-a-boo with him I miss waking up to him. I should be taking him to get his 18 months shots not to be missing him. I would do anything for a dream or a sign i would do anything to hold him one more time. I love you Drake I miss you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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