Members tolinfrick Posted August 25, 2012 Members Report Share Posted August 25, 2012 I just recently lost my husband of 12 years we have an 11 year old and 2 year old and life without him just doesn't make sense any more. I have no desire to do anything. I woke up and found him next to me he died in his sleep. We had to bury him the day before our daughter's 11th birthday and only a few weeks after our son's 2nd. I cry all the time and find it hard to smile any more. I have no family here to help or support me. My mother died when i was 23 my brother was killed in a car wreck when i was 14. I feel so lost and lonely. I married Alan when i was 18 and he is all I have ever known. I am currently in College for nursing and was starting what was becoming a successful cake business on the side and the day he died my world fell apart. I will never love like that again. My heart is truly shattered in a million pieces and I can't mend them. I have always been the optimistic one, but now i just don't get life anymore!! Alan was my rock and he was the best man I could have ever known. I was truly lucky to have in my life.If any one out there can offer any kind of advice or understanding that would be great. I have stopped making cakes and i don't even want to go back to school. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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