Members heartbeataway Posted February 14, 2008 Members Report Share Posted February 14, 2008 Hi, My name is Bonnie. I would like to introduce you to my son, Jason.Jason was born in Fairfax, Virginia on October 27th, 1975. I waited a long time to have him and was thrilled to be pregnant. He was born 15 days late and weighed seven pounds even. He was the only child I was physically able to have.Jason grew up and became a fine young man. He loved mud and trucks, had a great big heart, and a ton of friends. He made a mean guacamole and marinated a fantastic steak. He liked Apple Crisp, corn bread, crab cakes, Sweet Potato Casserole with Pecan Topping and hot sauce. He loved family. He LOVED family. I come from a large dysfunctional family. I was proud that my little family was intact and so close.Jason was engaged to be married October 13th. He had started and built a construction company in Virginia. We were planning to move there and he and his Dad were going to grow the business. Start building homes together.Jason died suddenly and unexpectedly April 28th, 2007. The autopsy revealed he had a rare heart disease, ARVD/C. His first manifestation was sudden death. I still have times when I can hardly believe this happened. Where is he? I need him here. Why?? We'll never know the answer to that question.He was like air to me and I'm having trouble breathing. I need a place to come where folks understand and are not judgemental. I lost my only child. Along with Jason, we lost our future. No grandchildren. No one calls me Mom anymore. Our family name ended. We will grow old without the hope and security of him to look after us. We just move along trying to figure out the next step in this "journey" that we've been thrust into. I really don't know what to do. I just need to ramble now and again............Hope thats okay ....... thanks.Bonnie, A Grieving Mom in Texas[align=center]Jason Michael Holloway[/align][align=center]October 27th, 1975 ~ April 28th, 2007[/align][align=center] [/align] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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