Members Wanda Posted July 5, 2012 Members Report Share Posted July 5, 2012 Happy 4th everyone, If there is such a thing anymore! I do feel happy sometimes when I think about my other boys, when I remember how silly Travis could be & he enjoyed making all of us laugh!I miss my child so much. He never left hard feelings or a misunderstanding go. My other 2 they just go away & disappear until they think the dust has settled, then they will come back acting shy & sheepish & oh so sweet never bringing up anything unpleasant. Not Travis he would turn on his heels, with "I'm sorry when I said that.... I meant...."or "I wasn't thinking..." always backtracking if he thinks he hurt your feelings or was unkind.What I wouldn't give to sit down & talk with him right now!I hate this feeling, I hate this hole in my heart & I hate this empty space in my life.I hate "HATE" is the worse thing of all!I never allowed them as children to use the words "hate" along with a few others, now I live with it in my day all day every day! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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