Members debbie8800 Posted June 17, 2012 Members Report Share Posted June 17, 2012 Today is fathers day and i am missing my mother. I grew up without a father so don't know what that is like to have one. I know i loved my mother with every ounce of my being.My car is in the shop lost my brakes and can't pick it up till i get paid in 11 days so i am miserable. I know mom would have given me the 280.00 i need in a heartbeat. I feel so alone without her and keep dreaming of gooing to europe. I cannot order my ticket till i get my research money in mid august so i have to wait. I feel like all i do is wait.I am still struggling with roommate issues they drink quite a bit and smoke, but i was told to be grateful i have a roof over my head and i am. So now i will be walking almost 2 miles to the closest grocery store today.God help me.Praying for all of us. When my research money comes i might just have to move to florida or something. I simply cannot live in NJ anymore. I am not happy but my mom is buried here. I feel dead inside without her. I can't watch josh groban or lara fabian such emotionalsongs because my heart is closed. I have no other family. i am so sad today. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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