Members MandaF Posted June 10, 2012 Members Report Share Posted June 10, 2012 I lost my little brother on June 17th 2011. He died of an undetected heart problem that only affects 1 in 100,000 people under the age of 40. He was weeks away from his 23rd birthday.I feel lost in my own body... with the anniversary coming up, things were hard to start with but they feel so fresh again.People keep asking me, "How are you?" and they give you the sympathy look where they tilt their head slightly and look at you as if you're a child that has lost their favourite toy...I'm so angry. I'm angry because I'm being torn up from the inside out and I can't even put it into words what I am thinking, what it is that's driving me mad, what it is that keeps breaking me down.The littlest things are setting me off. I drop papers at work and I want to start crying...only holding it in long enough to go lock myself in the bathroom....I don't know what to do...I'm just so tired. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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