Members Aimee Posted May 31, 2012 Members Report Share Posted May 31, 2012 There are so many things I miss about him. His voice, which was always loud; his smile, which wasn't often; and the way he made me laugh. But one of the many things I miss most is feeling him next to me in bed. Hearing him breath while he slept. I am really stuggling at night. Drs. have put me on meds, and they seem to work a bit. I don't know what more to do. I feel like I am losing grip on things. What keeps me going are my kids. Daughter, 15 and son, 10. My husband died suddenly of a heart attack at home.... for some reason I feel guilty that I didn't even know he was struggling. I simply went to bed after he complained of heart burn, something he had constantly. I should have been a better wife... I should have listened to his complaint. I know it isn't my fault I know I didn't do this, but I can't help but feel I could have prevented it. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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