Staying home

[Daffodilfun]

I loved to travel until mom went into the memory care center and then passed away (she has been gone 3 months). Now I don't want to go any where. I go out with friends regularly, I go to church, I go out of town for the day, but if I am asked to go somewhere to spend the night I automatically say no. I feel safe in my house. I feel comfortable. To go somewhere would make my very uneasy and nervous. I really have a panic feeling. I sometimes have to say I am not ready. My aunt is the worst. She has asked me to come to her house. I would just hate that. She says she doesn't understand (she also doesn't understand why I get in my car, drive down the freeway and scream my head off). Is all this normal?