Members amberlea Posted February 5, 2008 Members Report Share Posted February 5, 2008 My husband is in ICU and he is loseing his battle. The doctor is saying he will be able to come home with hospice care. This has been coming I have watched this mow us down at a really fast pace. He is awake and alert and worries about me. All I can do is cry and last night I screamed and cried until I just could not do it anymore. This is grief now I wonder If I will survive what is to come. I know I must get it together as I am his caregiver. I want that role as a wife of 48 years that is what I do best. But sometimes the pain is beyond what I think I can bear. I was looking for others who have had this pain and found your group. I am grateful to have a place I can let it out. No one can understand who has not walked in these painful shoes. Thanks for reading this and I remain Amberlea lover,wife,friend of Norman Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
This topic is now archived and is closed to further replies.