Members Bradcopia Posted April 20, 2012 Members Report Share Posted April 20, 2012 Gonna try and make this Short. i have alot of things that are bothering me, well when i was 16 yrs old my dad died in his sleep waking up to my mom screaming bloody murder was scary and seeing my dad on the floor just scared me..when we got to the hospital and the doctor had told us he was gone i could not even cry i was just so Numb. and this was back in 2006 im now 22 yrs old....so now its just me and my mom, im trying to help her out the best i can..but i worry about her alot she is in debt and will have to work until she physically cant do it anymore shes 62 yrs old working at publix and when the day comes when she cant work she wont be able to live off only her SS..i already lost one parent and every day i worry about her not waking up even though im helping her out the best i can i dont feel its enough. wish i could just win the lottery or have some kind of miracle happen i dont know what to do...recently i moved back home from GA after staying with my sister, she was trying to help me be independent she was trying the hole tough love thing and expected me to be on my own in less than a year..when i dont make enough money hourly even though the hours were decent and find a room mate that i trust in a town were i dont know anybody well enough to trust getting an apartment with..even though i appreciate the help she did offered it was 3 months wasted, and now i have less than 1K to my name and its expensive to live in South Fl i doubt ill be able to make it on my own, ill probably be living with my mom till she dies...i just really hate my live right now i feel like i have the weight of the world on my shoulder's and no one to turn to, i dont think things will ever work out the way id like them to..theres so much more thats bothering me but i think ill end it here...and i know its not the answer but i cant stop thinking about suicide, when my mom goes i would like to go with her. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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