Members movampire Posted February 1, 2008 Members Report Share Posted February 1, 2008 Hello, I am a new member here, my names Ian, i am 17 years old. I just went into the doctor four days ago from Upper Left chest pains and arm pains. I had an EKG and X-Ray, everything turned out perfect, i went back the next day and had more tests done, after about 3 hours of waiting. the doctor told me that they have no idea what is going on with my body, but it's killing me. For some reason it doesn't bother me too much... Two years ago i was diagnosed with Depression, Anxiety, Bipolarism, and Insomnia. When he told me, i felt like it was just another thing to add on. But now, as i think about it. I want to press on! I'm tired....too tired.i get a good thing, say the wrong thing and loose it. i don't get but an hour, if I'm lucky, of sleep at night. i have pain chest and bodily, the doctors have not idea what is going one with me. i am tired of going to the hospital day after day to go home in a cloud of wonder, what is this inside me? i feel like crap all the time. i cant see the one i love as much as i would like to. every dream that i have i die or she dies, i wake with a heavy heart, i don't think my body can take it anymore, i think its failing on me, shutting down, giving up.I Want To Go On!! i am trying. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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