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Hello, I am a new member here, my names Ian, i am 17 years old.  I just went into the doctor four days ago from Upper Left chest pains and arm pains.  I had an EKG and X-Ray, everything turned out perfect, i went back the next day and had more tests done, after about 3 hours of waiting. the doctor told me that they have no idea what is going on with my body, but it's killing me.  For some reason it doesn't bother me too much... Two years ago i was diagnosed with Depression, Anxiety, Bipolarism, and Insomnia.  When he told me, i felt like it was just another thing to add on.  But now, as i think about it. I want to press on! 

I'm tired....too tired.

i get a good thing, say the wrong thing and loose it. i don't get but an hour, if I'm lucky, of sleep at night. i have pain chest and bodily, the doctors have not idea what is going one with me. i am tired of going to the hospital day after day to go home in a cloud of wonder, what is this inside me? i feel like crap all the time. i cant see the one i love as much as i would like to. every dream that i have i die or she dies, i wake with a heavy heart, i don't think my body can take it anymore, i think its failing on me, shutting down, giving up.

I Want To Go On!! i am trying.

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Ian, its been awhile since you where here. How are you doing? Yes, press on and further. Your not dead till your dead. Your young, anything is possible! Lost my 17yr old son to depression. I hope the best possible for you. Let us hear from you. Love, Neveragain

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Dear Members,

We are excited to mention that we are moving to a more new and improved message boards on MONDAY MORNING AUGUST 9th! The boards will be done for a few hours while we are making the conversation. Remember we posted information about this move a month ago. For some of you this might seem a bit sudden,  but when we were reviewing the site we determined the current message board you are using is out of date and the company that designed it is no longer in existence. The good news is this new message board will have new features that have been requested in the past like more fields we can add to your profiles and a chat room up to 20 people at one time. If we find the chat room is bursting at the seams we will add additional room for extra people. All your old posts, private messages and such will be migrated to the new message board. You might have to put up your profile picture again but not sure. The new company will be doing the migration for us. Here is a short list of some of the new features on the board:

- Custom Profile Fields

- Users can customize their profile pages by selecting a background color or background image, with tiling options.

- Facebook and Twitter Integration

- users can respond to multiple posts at once with "mini-quote"

- Pinned discussion threads - like welcome to our board etc.

- Announcements made across some boards or the entire message board

- Search: Users can easily find all content generated by a particular member, by clicking the 'Find Content' button that appears on the main profile page, or in the Mini Profile Popup which can be accessed throughout the board. The results page allows content to be filtered by application, as well whether the member created it or merely participated in it.

- Privacy: allows users to sign in anonymously, hiding them from the online users list. Users also have the option to disable personal conversations and user-to-user emails, as well as ignore other users if necessary.

The next exciting piece of news about the new message board is it will have a new domain name of www.grieving.com for search engine optimization purposes. It will still be apart of Beyond Indigo and can be found through www.beyondindigo.com. We will be redirecting your current URL's to this new domain name but we might miss a few. If that is the case simply go back to www.grieving.com or www.beyondindigo.com to find your message board thread. We will try to make the transition as seamless as possible.

The bottom line is the new board will give us room to grow our community and more options to interact better with each other.

If you have any questions please direct them to feedback@beyondindigo.com.

Kelly Baltzell, MA


Beyond Indigo Family

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