Members mrsduc Posted March 23, 2012 Members Report Share Posted March 23, 2012 I went along in life just trying to make the bills and be kind to others and tried very hard not to step on anyones toes and I especially told the ones I loved how much they meant to me and how much I loved them. Then all of a sudden I was put on this ride that went around in a circle of regular life. Spinning from the outside out of control. But when you are put on that ride (the ride of loosing a child) it does not seem you are going in a circle, but it is the most frightening and scary ride that you could ever imagine. And the more you beg and plead to get off it is like it gets worse. Then after awhile you realize you are stuck on this ride for the rest of your life and it will now be your new way. It is not a happy comfortable ride. It makes you sick and makes you cry and makes you sometimes throw up, but still the ride will not stop. But the regular world as we knew it we can see the people that we know that are not allowed on this ride watching us and trying to grab us off this maddening ride, but they just are not able or allowed. And they do not seem to understand why we were put on this ride. And we look at the life that our friends are in and see the old life road and know that we are not excepted in that road anymore, but not wanting to be on this road of a ride that was only meant for us. So that is where I am and wonder if anyone else feels this way. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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