Members RMoore Posted March 19, 2012 Members Report Share Posted March 19, 2012 I have found the numbness starts wearing off around 2 to 3 months and then the pain starts hitting in harder to bare waves.I feel so helpless having 3 adult children that need me but I have no tools to take away their pain. Young adults and one is Amber's twin. The pain I feel as all of you know is really beyond any words in the human language, yet I can't imagine thepain of losing a twin =( As some of you know the "system" is not compassionate by any stretch of the imagination and only adds more pain and frustration. The many so-called help organizations and victim programs, advocacy etc seem to be nothing more than lip service. Let me just say MADD has done NOTHING but make me MAD and is really nothing but a joke.Our family has attended 2 court appearances that both became continuances and the last appearance has now become a possible " plea bargain". I'd like to know how someone who broke multiple laws in one night leaving my precious daughter dead, qualifies for a DEAL !! Where is our DEAL? There has been no deal on the numerous bills we have been sent by the hospital or the coroner or the cemetery or the paramedics or the mortuary let alone the florist. There had been no deal to bring my daughter back to us, there has been no deal to take away the pain or deal to heal our broken hearts. While a piece of garbage sits it jail getting free medical and free legal along with letters, phone calls and visits we are left with none of that at all. We get no visits ever again , we get no phone calls ever again, we get no letters no I LOVE YOU ever again from my daughter, never again can I hold her or tell her I LOVE YOU. My family will live with this emptiness and pain the rest of our lives, while he sits and wants a DEAL ? Not to mention he has the nerve to ask my eldest daughter (through a third party) if we find his IPOD he wants it back? I seldom post and now I am ranting, I prefer the chat room but it's rather quiet there lately. I know it's going to be a very long week , we go to court next Monday and that's when we findout what kind of deal he might get... Thanks for listening LOVE PRAYERS HUGS to all of you Amber's Momma http://vimeo.com/35689736 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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