Members Daffodilfun Posted March 15, 2012 Members Report Share Posted March 15, 2012 I lost my best friend and mom 3 weeks ago. I had lived with her for 22 years. The last 2 plus years she had been in a memory care facility with Alzheimer’s. The last month she didn’t know me at all. Before that she would call me by name. She went to the hospital on a Sunday. She had cancer throughout her lung. She died the next morning. The last word she said was my name. Yesterday I was in the emergency with a full blown anxiety attack. I don’t think I will ever get over this. All I do now is cry. I hurt all the time. I pray to God, but I still hurt all the time. I can’t think. I have been unemployed for the last 2 plus years. I am sure that time was so I could take care of mom. My savings is about to run out and there are no jobs in this area.I miss my mom so much. Oh please help me. I think I am going to go crazy! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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