Members pamhadfred Posted January 28, 2008 Members Report Share Posted January 28, 2008 Hi everyone, My name is Pam. My Husband, Jimmie died 8-13-07 from a heart attack. we were at home, he had chest pressure and then just fell into his chair. I revived him 3 times but he didn't make it. I'm just so lost without him! He was my whole world and now it's just me and our dog, Roxie. I am lucky because I have my family and a couple of close friends but sometimes I just rather be alone. I want to feel his arms around me, smell him, touch him, look at him, kiss him. It hurts so badly knowing that I can't. We were together 24 yrs. Married for 22 of them. I can't remember my life before him. He was my soulmate. We never had kids and I'm glad because I don't know how I would be able to comfort a child. I here people say it will get better with time but I'm just existing, like being on auto pilot. I don't think I'll ever be truly happy again and I damn sure don't want anybody else. Life as I knew it is over and I guess I just keep going on because there's nothing else to do. Thanks for listening, Pam Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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