Members Andy77 Posted March 14, 2023 Members Report Share Posted March 14, 2023 We had my dad's funeral today, before the cremation we all wrote a message on a paper and put in his pocket to be cremated with him. We all left the funeral home and I called my partner and told him all about it, I was happy because I had closed the chapter, but my partner expressed he wanted to write something too. I drove back to the funeral home after all the family had left and asked to let me write something, the director didnt let me see my dad, he walked into the room where the funeral had taken place and took the paper from my dad's pocket and walked back to the other office and brought it to me. I wrote my partner's message and handed it back to the director. I begged him to please put the paper back, and he told me "most certainly", I left. but now I cant stop thinking, what if he didnt put the paper back? I am now hating myself, hating my partner for it, feeling guilty. Am I being silly? Do you think the funeral director put the paper back in my dad's pocket? Am I being sensible? I feel like this is a burden I will have to carry with me. My sister told me I shouldnt worry, why wouldnt he put the paper back... no one made a deal in my family except me. Do you think its just me being overly sensitive? Thanks for any input. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members penguin2376 Posted March 14, 2023 Members Report Share Posted March 14, 2023 I think it's completely normal to overthink everything in a situation like this. I'm sure the funeral director would have put it back, there's no reason for them not to. I hope you find some peace in this situation. I know I would be over analysing exactly the same way. I only wish I'd have thought to do this for my parents. What a genuinely lovely idea Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members tomato Posted March 15, 2023 Members Report Share Posted March 15, 2023 I think there is always that "one thing" that each person ends up obsessing about when it comes to dealing with loss. I think it is highly likely the funeral director put the paper back. Their entire career is helping grieving families with things like this, so there is no reason for them not to. The reputation of their business is on the line, and they will do what families ask of them to garner a positive review (or at least avoid a negative one)! I would not worry about it one second more. If it makes you feel better, I asked my friend who does this work near me and she said she'd definitely put it back. It would weigh on her conscience if she didn't. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members TrentonRoth Posted November 13, 2023 Members Report Share Posted November 13, 2023 The funeral industry is built on trust, compassion, and respect for the wishes of the family. However, it's okay to have concerns, and your feelings are not silly or overly sensitive. It might help to have a gentle conversation with the funeral director to confirm that the paper was returned, so you can put your mind at ease. Remember, Green Farewells is a wonderful and eco-conscious choice, and the intention behind the message is what truly matters. Your dad surely knows the love and care that went into the messages from you and your partner. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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