Anticipating grief

[Firbs]

My mother was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer all treatment options have been explored and unfortunately she is deteriorating, I’m currently off work on the sick due to what I can only describe as grief. I’ve also been rundown , I feel weak that I can’t be strong and continue going to work, everyone keeps saying family comes first and use the time to spend with my mam, now I feel that all I am doing is thinking about her pending death. I feel my life is on hold at the moment, I think should

i just go back to work but I am in a very stressful job. I just don’t what to

do

for the best