Please talk

[Lost now]

I know people have their lives and life doesn't stop but mine has stopped. I woke up scared. I am refreshing this site non stop but haven't seen any recent post or comment and I feel lonely.

My mom passed away unexpectedly two weeks ago. She was only 58. 

I'm losing it. I have started grief counseling but I'm unable to do anything. 

Please keep talking. Please.

Everyone is asking me to move on. They want me to watch tv, go out. How can I do all these things when my mom didn't get to live a full life

 

 

 

[jall]

It is so hard. It has been a year and I can't help but cry. I have never been this sad. I understand what you're going through. We will get through this. Some how we will. 

[Lost now]

1 hour ago, jall said:

It is so hard. It has been a year and I can't help but cry. I have never been this sad. I understand what you're going through. We will get through this. Some how we will. 

Hi Jall, my world has stopped spinning. I don't think I'll ever find happiness and honestly I don't want to. Nothing matters without mom.

[jall]

I understand. But, she would want you to go on. I know that sounds so easy to say, and it is so hard to care. I am am.hurting and so unhappy. I have kids and a wife right now. I am useless to them but we must go on.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Traz]

Dear Lost now, 

I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved mom and the unfairness of her early death. It is so hard to come to terms with, but it's early days yet. The first weeks are mind-numbing with the shock of it all. You're still trying to accept that it has happened and there are going to be a lot of emotions all over the place. Grief is so exhausting. It really is. You need lots of care and support right now and I hope that you aren't carrying this weight alone.