Members BBB Posted February 16, 2021 Members Report Share Posted February 16, 2021 I sometimes watch video of our wedding and ball my eyes out. I wonder if I'm doing more harm or good. There is such a yearning to see her, to watch her that I go back to videos. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members LoveNeverDies Posted February 16, 2021 Members Report Share Posted February 16, 2021 I do this with Terry’s voice and text messages, I miss him, I miss his voice. But after going through his messages I miss him even more and end up in tears. Hopefully some day we can look back with smiles instead of tears . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Sparky1 Posted February 16, 2021 Members Report Share Posted February 16, 2021 2 hours ago, BBB said: There is such a yearning to see her, to watch her I know the feeling BBB. Every day I ask her to come to me, that I want to see her, to hold her, to kiss her. I agree that it is very difficult to look at her pictures, but I don't have much left and yes they make me cry, but I want it that way. My heart misses her so much and videos, pictures, voice messages are all we have left. The other night she came to me in a dream and I was lying down and embraced her. We kissed and we intertwined our hands together just like we used to all the time. She said, " that feels good", then I woke up. I always extend my hand and ask her to hold it, so I guess she wanted to grant my wish. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members foreverhis Posted February 16, 2021 Members Report Share Posted February 16, 2021 Overall for me, it has helped. Some months after he died, I was desperate to hear John's voice. I remembered some short videos he made right after our granddaughter was born where he narrated what was happening. I hunted those down on his computer and just let them play. I've found a few others from time to time as I sort through files. Yes, I cry hearing him, but it also eases my heart somehow. I think for most of us, what helps today might hurt tomorrow and then help again next week, month, or year. I can't say that anything always helps or always hurts me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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