Members Brendan's Daddy Posted April 4, 2011 Members Report Share Posted April 4, 2011 Hello everybody. My name is Tony and I lost my perfect 7 year old son on December 4, 2010. His name was Brendan and he has been gone for four months today. Brendan was my son, my shadow and my best friend in the world. I can't believe we have been without him for four months now. I am terrified by the way I feel. I am terrified that I don't feel any better today than I did two months ago. I miss my son so badly that I don't know how to do anything, but think about my son and cry for him. My son died on the first snowfall of the year. We had just gotten home from basketball camp on a Saturday morning. We had maybe an inch of snow on the ground. He was so excited to play in the snow. I dropped him off and told him I had to run off to a meeting. He wanted me to play in the snow with him, but I told him I would be right back. I told him I would be back in an hour to play in the snow. My last words to my beloved son was "Keep your little brother away from the road in case the snowplow comes past". Then I said I would be right back and I told my two boys that I loved them. My wife had them outside playing in the driveway when Brendan ran over to our neighbors house. He asked to go for a snowmobile ride. Long story short, Brendan accidentally grabbed the throttle and the snowmobile flipped onto his stomach causing massive internal injuries. By the time I got toe the ER my son had taken his last breath. I can't believe my son is gone. How have any of you made it through this ordeal. I honestly don't think that I can do this anymore. I beg God to take me so I can be with my Brendan. I know my youngest son and wife need me, but my mind won't allow me to think of anything or anyone except for my Brendan. I am scared of the future. I am scared to live. I am scared that something bad will happen to my youngest son. I just don't know what to do. I am so lost, lonely and broken. Brendan's Daddy Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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