loss of friend Loss of very dear and close friend

[petluv]

I really do not know where to begin. The friend I just lost was more like family to me. We knew each other for over twenty years and even when she moved out of California after her husband died since she needed to be with her daughter and son-in-law in Roanoke, VA.we spoke to each other every day and always could learn on each other when we were both at the end of our rope! I am married to a man who does not show emotion and he does not understand why I feel like my heart is breaking. He will say 'She was 93 and had a long life" yes that is true but her death has really hit me hard. It is really difficult to realize I can't pick up the phone and share our day. I am a senior woman and for whatever reason my other friends dp not understand. I feel very alone.