Members Kitty Posted March 5, 2011 Members Report Share Posted March 5, 2011 My beautiful baby Leo passed away 7 months ago and in a few weeks it will be his 3rd Birthday. I really struggled to get through every obstacle - his memorial service, Christmas, New year and so on but I really don't know how I'm going to manage to get through this let alone Mothers Day?!?!?!I really do hope that in some way I can find the strength to celebrate his birthday in some way but I really do not know how. Even at Christmas I literally ran away and hid from it all. For his first and second birthday, we obviously spoilt him to bits, in every single way, with love, affection and material things but it breaks my heart that the only options I have now are to sit there with empty arms. I would give anything in this world to be able to have him back, next to me and share every loving moment with him. It's killing me with the very thought that I would be going to the florist for floral tributes for his birthday and visiting him in the cemetary and not celebrating it how it should be! I want to be playing with him and eating all the food he loved and so on and him telling me what he would like for his birthday! My family and I are at a complete loss, a deverstating loss......................................Please help me, I can't get through this alone. No one around me truely understands Love and miss you, every moment of every day, Baby Leo and every tear I shed is to show you how much we adore you xXx Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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