Members freebird7 Posted March 4, 2011 Members Report Share Posted March 4, 2011 Its been alittle over 3 weeks now and I miss him so much. Why is it I realize that I love him more "AFTER" hes gone??? I never got a chance to say good bye. He choked to death eating at a restaurant with me. He never struggled....gasped for air...coughed or spoke and I still remember the look on his face as he shook his head no....he wasnt ok when I asked him. I work at a health care center and saw the paramedics there a few days ago and I totally freaked out. It brought back the memories of that afternoon in the restaurant. I feel so alone but thankfully I have my family giving me comfort and support and their help is amazing. I know I'll get through this and I'm trying to be strong but I miss him so much. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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