Members Oluwa Posted February 14, 2011 Members Report Share Posted February 14, 2011 My husband was killed in a car accident 40 days ago, no other persons or cars involved...He lost control while passing another vehicle and hit a tree head on...sheared the tree at the base. He was just going to go skiing, that morning. When he died... I died too. A death of my heart, my spirit. I am lost. I count each day and the pain is the same. Day one to Day forty. I love him. Without him I have to change everything of me, about me. When I said I do, I became we. He is in my everything. When we lose someone in an instant, we are force to changed everything about ourselves, willingly or not. I am not willingly. The pain in my chest, heart is so painful and my stomach is so tight in knots for 40 days now. I don't know how I can make it to day 41....maybe I don't want to. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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