Members kiwi Posted May 25, 2018 Members Report Share Posted May 25, 2018 My mom (shes actually my grandmom but my real parents passed away when I was young) passed away one month ago today. I'm a mess it took all my willpower to get myself out of bed to take my meds. My mom went down fast. I keep having a recurring flashback of when I tried to feed her, and then her death. I need someone to talk to because all my friends are in school and I feel helpless, alone, and scared. my dad (grandpa) is mowing the lawn right now trying to get his mind off it. I cant do anything because everything reminds me of her. Before she passed she was really mean because she had brain tumors and I remember telling my best friend I wouldn't miss her. yet here I am holding the stuffed unicorn she gave me for Yule and trying not to ball my eyes out. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members reader Posted May 25, 2018 Members Report Share Posted May 25, 2018 Dear kiwi, I'm so sorry for your loss. Losing a beloved parent is very hard. Please know you are not alone. We are here with you. And if you need to talk or vent, we are here. During this sad and difficult time its really hard. And if you want to maybe consider talking to a grief counsellor or joining a support group in the community or through church. I found these websites helpful in helping understand my feelings. What's Your Grief, Grief in Common, Grief Healing Blog, The Grief Recovery Method, GriefShare.Org Thinking of you. Sending my thoughts and prayers. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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