Members kmmouse Posted September 15, 2010 Members Report Share Posted September 15, 2010 I know this isn't new... or different really. My mom passed a little over a month ago, lived with me so this has been really hard. 5 months ago she was diagnosed with lung cancer.... had always been very healthy and semi active. I spent as much time as I could at the hospital with her. After the first chemo treatment, which caused some major problems with her health she just gave up and I have so much guilt with things she experienced. I pushed her to fight the cancer, fight for everything she had.... after 3 months in the hospital and a some major complications - she entered rehab (things where looking better). Again I pushed her to gain her strength to come home... but instead she continued to give up and told me she was going to commit suicide. This was 1 week before she passed..... I know I didn't cause the cancer but I think I may have pushed her to much. The guilt is almost over whelming!I feel guilty about not being able to do enough for her.... guilty for not being able to bring her home, guilty for her anger she felt after the chemo Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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