Members genesseesmommy Posted July 20, 2010 Members Report Share Posted July 20, 2010 I was 20 weeks and 4 days pregnant with a girl. She is my first child. I was so excited, happy, joyful I was so ready to become a mother and everything. Everything was going great. Till I found out I had a cyst on my left ovary that I will have to be watched very closely cause if it burst bad like the doctors think it would it could kill my daughter. Well I was starting to feel really bad pains in my lower back and stomach. Doctor told me that I will have that when it burst. Told me to lay down and put a heating pad on my back to see if that helps if it continues and gets worse to go to the hospital. So I did what he told me. It got worse over the time so I went to the hospital like he told me to. Came to find out that my daughter had the cord rapped around her neck and that they cyst burst and leading to her inhaling the infections. I feel so bad cause I don't know if I would of went to the hospital sooner if she would be alright. I do blame most of it on my doctor cause he should of known that something bad could of been going on. But he didn't. I blame myself cause I feel like there was something I could of done. I feel such a bad mother. I love my daughter with all my heart. When they took her out I asked the doctor there if I could see her and hold her bends it would be the last time. They let me I cried because she was so beautiful. She looks just like her daddy when he was a baby. She is my beautiful baby girl and now my guardian angel. I just try to be strong and try to get through this but it hurts so bad and I don't know how to help myself get better through this hard time in life. If anyone can help me have any advice please feel free to tell me. I never been through this and I just know that my daughter wouldn't want me to be miserable for the rest of my life.... R.I.P. Genessee Rayne Thompson!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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