Members H82017 Posted March 19, 2017 Members Report Share Posted March 19, 2017 My dad died over 2 months ago, and I always feel like I want to get a bus up to his house, it's only about 10 minutes away. I don't know if I'm going crazy because I couldn't explain to you why, or what I will get out of it. Some days I feel like I'm In acceptance, sometimes I try to ignore that it's happened or try not to think of it so in depth. I just don't know why I want to do this, maybe him not being there will give me closure? Really, does anyone else experience urges like this, because I think I'm a bit insane... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Zara19 Posted March 19, 2017 Members Report Share Posted March 19, 2017 I'm so sorry to read of your devastating loss. You must be in a lot of pain. I think the same as you do all the time. I am staying with family 25 miles from our home that i shared with my Husband, but he passed away. I keep thinking he is still at home, when I go and check up on things there I even get a butterflies feeling when I start off on my journey - that is a weird feeling. When I get there and open the door reality certainly shows itself and it's soul destroying. Maybe for you it's the same - your sub conscious mind still thinks he is there, maybe it's still a force of habit, I know it's a strange feeling but it's definitely not one of insanity. Take care. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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