Members jennysc Posted March 6, 2010 Members Report Share Posted March 6, 2010 My mother died suddenly five weeks ago. She was 72.She had been an enormous part of my life and that of my kids. My brother was killed in an accident when he was 16 and my father committed suicide some years later. I got through those because I had Mum to lean on and she had me. Now I have no one. I have never been so lonely in all my life. I can't stop crying, feeling complete desolation and acute lonliness. I don't seem to be able to sleep, eat or think properly. The odd occasion I have tried to get my life back to some semblance of normality and go out to the store etc I either break down and make a fool of myself or crash the car (I've done this twice now - just can't get my head around driving atm and feel I am a danger to myself and others.)My kids have been great but they are getting fed up with me now. They are just trying to go through their own grief process and don't really need me bringing them down all the time. They are getting angry with me.Quite honestly, I don't feel I can go on with this life without Mum. There is nothing left for me here.....I know the old adage that time is a healer - but I don't want time. I want my Mum ( Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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