Members ashleyr630 Posted February 28, 2010 Members Report Share Posted February 28, 2010 My boyfriend of almost two years passed away 30 days ago in a car accident. it was a friday night and raining i asked him to come home so many times cause i just wanted to cuddle and be home with him. he was working all day and insisted he go get a drink with his buddies. his boss was driving his truck and was drinking. Justin my boyfriend was in the passanger seat of his red ford truck and at 1:50 am i get a phone call from his phone but it wasnt justin it was his friend saying hes been in a accident. i rush to the hospital and get there even before the ambulance gets there and i clear the passanger seat off for him thinking its no big deal. the ambulance pulls up and the doors open as im running towards it. i see justin in his underwear getting cpr but i cant see his face at that point i knew i had to make phone calls. i call his brother and mom and they all meet me. within an hour they tell us justin wont be making it and its time to say our goodbyes. by father walks me in with his family and i hold my beautiful boyfriends hand as he took his last breath. i cant seem to get those memories out of my head. justin was 25. unfortanly since i cant pay rent and bills without him i had to pack our apartment up in two weeks and put everything we own in storage. i now am staying with my sister and her boyfriend and not going back to work intil april 5th. im so lost without him i was going to marry this man we planned on getting engaged this year and having lots of babies. i cant eat or get out of bed and the only joy in life now is smoking cigeretes. how am i ever going to move on or be with an other man again. i feel like i would be cheating on justin Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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