Members srgarner Posted February 14, 2010 Members Report Share Posted February 14, 2010 I RECENTLY LOST MY HOUSEMATE OF 24 YEARS. .. I NEED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW SOMETHINGS BEFORE HAND... RECENTLY I FOUND OUT THAT HE HAD TOUCHED MY DAUGHTERIN AN INAPPORIATE WAY 20 YEARS PRIOR ..AFTER I FOUND THIS OUT.. ( I WAS UNABLETO LEAVE AT THIS POINT I HAD NOWHERE TO GO SO I STAYED) .. WE STARTED DRIFTING APART..HE DID HIS THING ANDI DID MY THING... I STILL LOVED HIM BUT WASNT IN LOVE WITH HIM... 10 DAYS AGOHE HAD A MASSIVE HEART ATTACK AT OUR HOME... I CALLED 911 AND WAS ON THEPHONE WITH THEM WHEN IT HAPPENED I TRIED TO GIVE HIM CPR .. BUT IT WASNTHELPING.. (QUITE A FEW DAYS PRIOR TO THIS I FOUND OUT FROM FRIENDSHE HAD SEVERAL INCIDENTS WHERE HE SHOULD HAVE GONE TO THE DOCTOR BUTHE DIDNT) .. THEY TOOK HIM TO THE HOSPITAL AND THEY LOST HIM THERE.. I STILLLOVED HIM AND IM GRIEVING BUT IM FEELING GUILTY AS WELL.. AND MY OWNSENSE OF MORALITY IS PREYING ON ME.. I DONT WANT TO LEAVE THIS WORLDLIKE HE DID..AND CAUSE SUCH GRIEF TO OTHERS.. PLEASE IF ANY OF YOU HAVEGONE THROUGH THIS PLEASE LET ME KNOW.. THANK YOU Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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