Members Sodes Posted June 12, 2020 Members Report Share Posted June 12, 2020 As I sit to write this I'm not even sure what to write. It's been three months since my mother passed away and I'm not sure what's going on with me. I think I am trying to be a support centre for my dad and my sister and not show them that I am also going through the same things as they are. But when I'm alone I suddenly burst into tears remembering her. However most of the times I am okay, working/cracking jokes with friends/moving around like nothing happened. And these are times that it hits me the most! What am I doing? My mother my everything is not there anymore and I'm here having the fun of my life! How can I do that! She was struggling with cancer for most of the last year and probably I had accepted that this would happen and it was only a question of when will it happen. Is that why I am calm most of the times? But I don't want to! I also regret not spending enough time with her when she was on bed because I couldn't see her suffering and often would slip away from house for long hours. I am clueless as to what's happening! I feel like **** for whatever happened to her and I don't know but I blame myself for that. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Kaushik Posted June 14, 2020 Members Report Share Posted June 14, 2020 Hi, So sorry for your loss. I lost my mom on 12th of May and I can't stop thinking of her. The only thing people around me is to not blame myself, but I can't do that. I am sure that your situation will improve with time, and maybe you would get over blaming yourself eventually. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Deborahmomof2 Posted June 24, 2020 Members Report Share Posted June 24, 2020 Hi my name is Deborah, I lost my mother this past Mother’s Day and have been looking to connect with other people who have lost a parent recently. I’m starting a zoom meeting for the first time and wondered if you would like to join. If so here is the link. https://us04web.zoom.us/j/71034566210?pwd=WFQ0N1FpODVNUWpHcHhsUzdpM1R4dz09 The time for this meeting will be today at 1:00pm. Hope to see you there. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Deborahmomof2 Posted July 1, 2020 Members Report Share Posted July 1, 2020 Sodes, I am so sorry for your loss. I am trying to get a small group of people together so we can talk about our recent loss, and maybe try to help each other. I need you to email me directly to let me know if you’re interested so then I can get back to you and let you know what time I could set up the meeting I think this would be great for all of us my email 9s deborahmomof2@@gmail.com Deborah Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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