This will be the 3rd year since my sister decided she no longer belonged in this world. She left not only her siblings and friends and family behind...but she left behind 2 beautiful daughters. Her youngest was only 4 months old. She won't have any memories of her mother that she got to experience. All she will have is the memories we share with her. Not even sure her oldest will have very many as she was only 3. It breaks my heart. I moved to Texas to be there and to help her with her kids. I lived there 5 months and then i had to leave because I couldn't live in an apartment where my sister died. I didn't sleep very well for awhile. Every time i closed my eyes I saw my sister. I hope whatever pain she was in stopped when she died. I hate that we didn't have more time to get to know each other.