You saved my life when I was diagnosed with Leukemia at 4 years old.. I have so much guilt that you weren’t able to come home and be with us when you passed away..
But Mom, I’m so scared right now and I need you so much! I need your words of wisdom, your support and I need to feel your arms wrapped around me and telling me everything will be alright and that you will be there every step of the way just like when I was 4!! You would call me your Million Dollar Miracle Child because I survived!!
Mom, I’m so scared about this biopsy on Tuesday! I’m scared I’m going to hear the words that you heard, when I was 4!! I honestly don’t know what to do if I have breast cancer! How do I go through this without you! I’m hoping it comes back normal and there’s nothing to worry about. But you knew that since I already had cancer at a young age that the chances of developing a second cancer later on in my life was a high possibility. If it does come back as cancer, can you please watch over me and please send me some sort of sign that you are near.
💜I love you Mom💜